My world as it sits today

So my world is just sitting. Right now I feel overwhelmed by a personnal swap that just doesn't want to work, a regular swap that is due at the end of the month, putting work on etsy, a bedroom that is about two years "under construction" and just trying to survive day after day of any other surprises that like to be throw at me.

So life might have to come to terms with me. I *HAVE* to get this swap done and out of my hair. I *HAVE* to watch movies and craft without the feeling of "it's to simple and direct a craft". I *HAVE* to photograph and describe with the pricing so that I don't feel like I'm overselling or underselling myself.

It's a lot of *HAVES* on the table. But they still seem to sit. And so do I.